This oldie used to grab my soul and core which was highly sensitive and asa deep thinker with so much trauma but no more !
It a good place to be in .
Most settle for being used like a vacuum cleaner to be used and put away when not !!
I have never been desperate ;certainly I mourned the many losses but not of a partner who never was .
Detaching began early on when his mask came off and I had to own his Father/Child and I felt no guilt upon hearing of his martial transgressions and victim/hero/savior ? calling me ungrateful !
The hacking began at once , he speaks of being duped by our pregnancy of a child born 2 weeks late ⏰
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Hello ?!?
Yup he’s very creative at children conjuring up stories and excuses ! Frat boy secrets and over attached to ” his” always remaining his 💯
Especially kids and money
He’s enjoyed targeting me , watching me die slowly in our home while he lamented the duties I could not preform .
I was lazy in his eyes , not drained then drugged and bam he was gone 🙈
Had I not been so 😷 ill , perhaps 🤔 but the law does not fault ,in no fault . The war with in him is denied .
I fell out of love , I did not fall out of humanity !
To expect love after breaking every vow and universal laws and dodging our law of men that rules these days .
Blessings & Peace ☮️ ❤️
Dona Luna
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