I adore this song , it’s very descriptive of my life experience and I adore turning people on to new things…
So I enjoyed this man’s experience .
I shared this song , these words as a message of love too many years ago.
I screamed these words in a padded room , after electrodes had raised the ” mania” that resulted from the chemicals in my brain š§ Totally rearranged by trauma , not mental illness , abuse , not mental illness, chemicals that induced behaviors of trauma ..DSM has that down as a mental illness .A very Corporate choice , so many prescription drugs , so many billable codes .
Destroying the social structure of society …
It’s ending .
I claimed and climbed my mountain ..I remain true to my core goals and ideals though I’m learning new things , less shadow is involved and quickly dispersed.
My challenges of home and heart will be resolved .
I reached the summit, I am home . I am grateful š š„² for all that got me here but miniscule trauma nor drama will be allowed .
I trust each individual to reach their summit as they wake to love and end the cycles of shadow challenges .
ā²ā²Let go the people who are not prepared to love you. This is the hardest thing you will have to do in your life and it will also be the most important thing. Stop having hard conversations with people who don’t want change. Stop showing up for people who have no interest in your presence. I know your instinct is to do everything to earn the appreciation of those around you, but it’s a boost that steals your time, energy, mental and physical health. When you begin to fight for a life with joy, interest and commitment, not everyone will be ready to follow you in this place. This doesn’t mean you need to change what you are, it means you should let go of the people who aren’t ready to accompany you.
If you are excluded, insulted, forgotten or ignored by the people you give your time to, you don’t do yourself a favor by continuing to offer your energy and your life. The truth is that you are not for everyone and not everyone is for you.
That’s what makes it so special when you meet people who reciprocate love. You will know how precious you are. The more time you spend trying to make yourself loved by someone who is unable to, the more time you waste depriving yourself of the possibility of this connection to someone else. There are billions of people on this planet and many of them will meet with you at your level of interest and commitment. The more you stay involved with people who use you as a pillow, a background option or a therapist for emotional healing, the longer you stay away from the community you want. Maybe if you stop showing up, you won’t be wanted. Maybe if you stop trying, the relationship will end. Maybe if you stop texting your phone will stay dark for weeks. That doesn’t mean you ruined the relationship, it means the only thing holding it back was the energy that only you gave to keep it. This is not love, it’s attachment. It’s wanting to give a chance to those who don’t deserve it. You deserve so much, there are people who should not be in your life.
The most valuable thing you have in your life is your time and energy, and both are limited. When you give your time and energy, it will define your existence. When you realize this, you begin to understand why you are so anxious when you spend time with people, in activities, places or situations that don’t suit you and shouldn’t be around you, your energy is stolen. You will begin to realize that the most important thing you can do for yourself and for everyone around you is to protect your energy more fiercely than anything else. Make your life a safe haven, in which only ā²ā²compatibleā²ā² people are allowed. You are not responsible for saving anyone. You are not responsible for convincing them to improve. It’s not your work to exist for people and give your life to them! If you feel bad, if you feel compelled, you will be the root of all your problems, fearing that they will not return the favours you have granted. It’s your only obligation to realize that you are the love of your destiny and accept the love you deserve.
Decide that you deserve true friendship, commitment, true and complete love with healthy and prosperous people. Then wait and see how much everything begins to change. Don’t waste time with people who are not worth it. Change will give you the love, the esteem, happiness and the protection you deserve.” ~ Brianna Wiest ~
IF YOUR MOTHER DID NOT LOVE YOU the way she could have. Your heart is never quite full. If your mother was not who she could have been, your soul is somehow incomplete. If your inner little girl was not taught how to feel, your journey is not easy my friend. But You owe it to that girl to learn. You owe it to her to make love. You owe it to her to create a world so full of love, that it will eventually out-shadow the demons of your past.
And hereās the thing about thatā¦ Love regenerates. So make it and watch it blossom in the hearts of those around you. And watch them pass it on and on and on until you have singlehandedly made enough love, and more, to fill that void you carry and to fill the voids of anyone who crosses your path.
If your mother did not love you, the way she could have, you have some catching up to do, But I know you will my friend. I know you will. It starts with you.
Love the romance. Love the infatuation. Love the way you look in their eyes.
When a Pisces loves you, they will never give up hope on you. When a Pisces loves you, they will never let you forget why they believe in you. When a Pisces loves you, theyāll swim circles around your heart and soothe any ache with their whimsical ways.
To love a Pisces is to love the intoxication of their presence. To love a Pisces is to let yourself be tended to. To love a Pisces is to let your vulnerability rise to the surface to meet their own.
Pisces needs to be needed, but not controlled. Trying to hold on to a fish is foolish. Pisces needs to move, to flow, and to follow the currents of the day. Trying to limit this mystical creature to only one pond would be a shame of the highest order. To crush the dreams of a Pisces unleashes the howling cry of a forlorn mermaid.
Harsh, bitter notes of betrayal can bellow from the depths of these seas. Better to let the free roam freely and to stand back in awe of all the places Pisces can travel. At once. With great grace. With great compassion. With great abandon. With great love for you and all other beings its heart belongs to.
Her books on tapes were vital as Psychiatric RX and distorted entities , hacked my life force .
Indeed I Returned to Love and I won’t entertain living without love ā¤ that’s so tangible ..often in a strangers eyes … ah the delicious mystery of love and life and glory ā¤ to Divine to know of loves presence and permanent place in my life and the gift of surrender to this ā¤and releasing those who do not see me , do not hear me , do not allow that I matter , Thy Will is Done .
Cycle ended. Job completed , Thank You for the Lessons .
I pray that I could Love you From a deeper place Then I have ever loved you Before
So that we may Both discover it Again For what might feel like the first time Together
And this place That we would arrive at Would be a universal place Experienced in our own unique way Even a doorway, perhaps To experience the Divine Within each otherās heart
For if there are many Doorways to the Divine The journey of loving another From deeper and deeper parts of our being Must surely Be one of them
Why does romantic love often end, degenerating into a complex power struggle?
Usually, romance begins easily enough. We look around and wham! There before us is the person of our dreams. The first conversation confirms it. Unlike the one-sided attractions weāve all experienced, this one seems to be real; the feeling is mutual. We find values and lifestyle preferences in common. And oh the emotion! Perhaps over time we marry or make plans far into the future. For perhaps the first time in years, we feel happy, and even comment that we have found the missing piece of ourselves.
And then something happens. One day we look over and notice somethingās not quite right. Our partner has a behavior that we donāt align with, or they arenāt giving us the attention we felt when the relationship began. Amazingly, at the same time, we realize that our partner has their own set of complaints about us too, finding fault with who we are and how we act. We begin to defend ourselves, as does our partner, and the typical power struggle officially begins.
As the relationship progresses, that āin loveā feeling begins to wane for both partners as each falls short of the magical image the other has projected on them. Sometimes, the disappointment is so great, we immediately make plans to leave the relationship, to find another dream lover who wonāt let us down.
Yet now, because of our expanding awareness, we have other options. We can instead choose to act based on the energy dynamics that underlie the difficulty. From the perspective of the new spiritual awareness, we now know what happens. Love ends and evolves into a power struggle because we begin to depend on energy from each other, rather than from our own inner connection with the divine. ššāØ
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