In drawing Beloved towards one, I wear a ring , heart pointed out,
I burn a red candle with a rose thorn , on a New Moon , detailing Beloved
and he is … Having his own process set in motion by events , in perfect
order that we both be lighter in coming together . Divine timing brings
twins together in mass for the Divinity of days ahead …I am extremely
proud of the 1st male I have ever known on this plane who embodies
everything …the end of the freaking earth…
I had an occasion to consider the following song was directed towards
Beloved , each and every word given today .
The song has intense meaning on many levels .. it was a song , I hardly
knew , in 1989. The psychiatric experience was a culmination of many
traumatic experiences and Xanax . Addiction was not mention , but
autistic symptoms and suspected bipolar were , as were Domestic Abuse
that escalated a still accredited Dr in Virginia . I discovered he saw my
grandmother Cora Lee , but she was Blessed to have her youngest daughter
After a brain wave test , perhaps my 2 nd day in, already in an sensitive
state , pushed above and beyond any experience I have known
I was put in a padded closet . I am not aware if I had been locked
in , but for a period of time in that space , my mind , my heart
screamed out the words to the following song . I felt in all ways
as this video examples , shattered , in so many fragments , I might
never be put together again. I was altered for sure .
A peaceful quiet Christian woman , who became by roommate
was my anchor after attempts on my life , realizing my abuser
had control and I was very vulnerable , as were our children .
I surrendered to return to our home , complaint to raise our sons
and do his bidding ..5 years later I turned to professionals , and was
induced into Bipolar ; ignoring Abuse and Trauma.
I sang/screamed this song to Universe, Beloved please come to me.
Faith says yes , he is near..
And that closes a circle of almost 30 years ….😘❤️🎶
Patience is prayer , I long ago surrendered to Enchanted Love as I always
aspired to meeting in the middle . Far too many lessons in inequality of
gender brings a forced neutrality …finally .. I get that , and it doesn’t
matter if no one else does , and Heaven on earth when they do…tribe
finds you, as it has found me.
Returning to love was my RX ..all that is entailed and induced by actions
and reactions that DO have relativity .
And that is a ” good thing ‘ .
Blessings & Peace